Through Rose-Colored Glasses

It wasn’t you who I fell in love with, 

It was the idea of you that I projected.

My delusional mind is to blame— 

I let the damn illusions fool me again.

Things will never change,

I don’t know why I bothered trying. 

It’s always the same, 

it ends in tear streams, never drying.

Hope is a horrible thing to believe in; 

No one but yourself is to blame for that high-expectation ceiling. 

Because in reality, there’s no such thing as reciprocated feelings,

Only wasted times and a life spent healing. ◆

Illustration by Khawla Almarzooqi (@khawlalmarzooqi).

Illustration by Khawla Almarzooqi (@khawlalmarzooqi).


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